The Storm...

I started this blog because I crave honesty. I crave trust. I craved it during our first wait... and I crave it now, during our second.

In turn, I crave faith;
"TRUE faith is trusting Him BEFORE the blessings come."

I will be honest:
Tonight, I'm sad. That's all there is to it. BUT... every time I'm sad, God speaks to me. In some disgusting way, it makes me want to be sad more often....

I also crave to hear Him speak to me.

So today, I heard a song that spoke to me. And I like to believe that it was a song that Jesus was giving to me. Like a gift. So I'm sharing part of it with you....

God in my living
There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping

Be my everything

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing
.....

Be my everything
Be my everything...

You are everything

~ I'm sad tonight. And that's okay. God's speaking.... and I'm waiting... and I'm weeping... but God's still speaking. My job is to listen... that's another song, entirely.

As much as I try to hide it, Hannah just knows when Mommy's sad. Every time I'm sad she says, "Daddy, hold Mommy's hand please...." and it makes everything better.

I'm abundantly blessed.

~ Heavenly Father, be my everything.... and please keep speaking. Our family isn't done... and neither are You.

** It's quiet... crank it... you'll love it!