First off, I am SO excited for not 1, not 2, not even 3 but FOUR of my blog-friends and the VERY recent additions to their families! These woman have become my friends and fellow waiting mommas through blogging and I'm so thrilled that they have all brought their sweet babies home! God has truly used them in so many lives, including mine!
I thought I'd post another update since it's been a while but the truth is... there's not a whole lot to report; or maybe there IS a whole lot, depending on how you look at it :-/
In the past few weeks we've learned about THREE more sweet babies through our Facebook page and through friends... all boys! They are all healthy and home with their new families... none of which are us.
You know what?! We're next... I just KNOW that we're next; we have to be.
'Cause I don't know how much longer I can do this.....
I know you believe that God knows when your time will be right for you and your child.
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Waiting is so very painful. Stay strong.
As someone who has to deal with sinful envious feelings as I watch others have something I don't (a very open adoption relationship), I know how hard it is to release those feelings to God.
Every day is a struggle of my human nature and God's will for my life. I feel like I lay it on the alter over and over again.
Like you, I can be truly happy for those who have received the blessing of a beautiful adoption. But there are days when jealousy rears its ugly head. I hate those days.
Sending love to you.
Oh girl, I am praying for you. The Lord will carry you through and all the waiting will soon be a distant memory!! Sending hugs your way!!
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